A mental health ambassador has shared the tough times she went through as a sex worker after being raped in campus. Catherine Njeri became a sex worker after being raped in a friend’s room in campus.

The third born in a family of four tried to scream for help but the volume of his sound system was too high and people from outside could not hear her.

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Catherine Njeri

During an interview with Hot96, Catherine said she was too ashamed to speak up about the rape and tried to cover the pain by dating older men.

i felt like my worth as a lady had diminished.i lost my self-esteem because i was going through depression.

i started going out with older men to fill the vacuum i had in my Nairobi Governor heart.

Catherine said finding men was not much of a hustle for her. She would go out for dinner, then later end up in bed.

just look nice, simama stage na utabebwa. i used to go out for dinner, then end up in bed or having sex  in a car 

in a week i would only be in my room thrice, most of the other times i was out sleeping with other men who would not use protection, and never gave a d*mn because i had nothing to lose.

Catherine got to a point where she did not care about her health status because she was only concerned about getting money. But she later went for a check up and tasted negative.

She said:

i’d rather be HIV positive when someone had paid for my services than when someone had forced themselves on me.

Catherine has also starred in a porn movie that was allegedly shot for international consumption and was paid Sh20,000.

The self-proclaimed mental health ambassador has battled depression, suicidal tendencies and low self-esteem.

She said her depression got so bad, she thought dying was her only option.She tried to commit suicide more than five times.

i used to search on how to commit suicide. my first strategy was to jump into traffic, hang myself, take POISON or drown myself in a pool.

Catherine now has a Facebook page which she uses as a platform to encourage and counsel those undergoing depression.

She said,

people have ruined my life. many have taken advantage of me, but when you heal others you will heal more. I want to impact as many lives as possible.

 

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